I was saying.....life at the beginning, if you just look at it, the long eternal life, its already being changed and will be better and better in life.

 Life sometimes have compromised. I thought ....you know, being positive in life, find what you good at to make a living, or trying to make a living. Help your own family, help others. There is not much you can do, or don't do, sometimes, at certain existing condition, to say win or lose.

It really how it is .... 

There is an eternal life, and we make the best of it, when the things stopped, and I continue to better my life?