Ola, I don't really have a heart. I don't. I don't understand why helping others to grow spirituality means a things to me, like you. You could just live MD life. I handle my own world in Taiwan.

 Your parents want you to be on their side.

That is not Buddhism side.

You want to just talk to them about religion, your believe in hell, that kind of Catholics whatever they heard enough from me, what is your wishful thinking?

Wishful....sometimes, that is very childish, to say what Dean says I am also wishful?